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On this part of the website I will be hosting a blog . I don't what else to say, its a blog . Hopefully some people enjoy reading it .
For the past few years of my life I have been a neet, neet meaning "not in education, employment, or training . In late december 2021 I just stopped going to school, I was 16 at the time, depressed, dsyphoric, and just not in the mood to engage in school . It's something that I'm a little embarrassed to talk about, it makes me feel like a failure, in America the vast majority of people gradurate from high school, even those from very disadvantaged backgrounds, but I didn't . It's socially seen as a really big accomplishment to graduate from high school, it's also considered normal, almost like the late teenager equivalent to speaking your first words as a baby, but I couldn't do it . I'm not gonna beat
myself up about it though
I spend a lot of time on my computer . From watching anime, and playing video games, to programming, and reading about geography, most of my hobbies require, or are made much easier with my access to a computer . As we know, people who sit around on the computer all day have a tendency to gain weight . Thankfully I like to go outside, and run around in my huge yard, so I’m not as bad off in the weight department as many who use their computers a lot . Sadly lately I have gained a bit of weight . In part because of the recent holiday season giving many families including my own a reason to cook a lot of food, but also that correlating with the temperatures of the fall, and winter making me not wanna go outside . It’s now March, and I live in the deep south, so the weather actually feels pretty good now . It’s not too hot, or too cold, so I have decided to start going on jogs again, and holy i did the first one I did take a toll on my back . Now I know if I do that again in the future I need to stretch beforehand . I’ll probably try to eat less food generally because as we all know nothing tastes as good as skinny feels . Hopefully this will help me lose just a bit of weight in the coming months .
Earlier this year I started working on a website, this website . For sometime now I haven’t been active in updating this site . The reason for this is because I’ve been learning how to draw . Yes, even amid the rise of AI art I still see it as worthwhile to learn how to draw, because of this development I’m announcing a new section of The Femcel Flowers site named MyArt, on this part of the site I will be posting drawings I do, and even add commentary to some . I have tried to learn how to draw in the past, when I was 13-14, but I lost my motivation to do it after losing my drawing pen . I wish I didn’t do that, and it sucks to think about where I could be artistically, but better late than never I guess .
“Where have I been ?” One may ask after me not updating anything on this site for at least one month, and the answer to this question isn’t very interesting . Mostly just interacting with my friends on Discord, watching anime, and writing . Well there was also me trying to Write, Record, and edit a youtube video . That aside, none of this is much different than what I typically do at the current time in my life . I guess the writing I’m doing is a little different because I’m writing characters, and concepts for what is hopefully a future visual novel I release, and this attempt at making a youtube video has gotten way further than my others in recent months . Still though my life has this chronic laziness embedded into it that I can’t seem to rip away . That critique of myself aside, since I last updated this site I really got into the Made In Abyss Anime . I have seen so many great things said about this show for so many years, on top of that it has had exceptionally high ratings on My Anime List for quite a while now, and I’m glad to say I really enjoyed it . It was horrifying, and intriguing all in one cute bundle . I wrote a review about it on My Anime List that I will post later today on this site . If it isn’t obvious, I recommend . Made in Abyss aside, one of the more creative activities that has filled my time is writing characters, and story for visual novel game I want to make . A basic synopsis for the game would probably be “There’s a depressed, and pessimistic woman named Anne who starts working at a video game store in a Cyberpunk San Francisco, and while there she forms relationships with various people who work at, and visit the store frequently that help her improve her life” . It’s not the most interesting sounding story, but hopefully once it’s complete many people enjoy it . I might talk about other things I have done recently at a later date, see ya nerds .
