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On this part of the website I will be hosting a blog . I don't what else to say, its a blog . Hopefully some people enjoy reading it .
For the past few years of my life I have been a neet, neet meaning "not in education, employment, or training . In late december 2021 I just stopped going to school, I was 16 at the time, depressed, dsyphoric, and just not in the mood to engage in school . It's something that I'm a little embarrassed to talk about, it makes me feel like a failure, in America the vast majority of people gradurate from high school, even those from very disadvantaged backgrounds, but I didn't . It's socially seen as a really big accomplishment to graduate from high school, it's also considered normal, almost like the late teenager equivalent to speaking your first words as a baby, but I couldn't do it . I'm not gonna beat
myself up about it though
I spend a lot of time on my computer . From watching anime, and playing video games, to programming, and reading about geography, most of my hobbies require, or are made much easier with my access to a computer . As we know, people who sit around on the computer all day have a tendency to gain weight . Thankfully I like to go outside, and run around in my huge yard, so I’m not as bad off in the weight department as many who use their computers a lot . Sadly lately I have gained a bit of weight . In part because of the recent holiday season giving many families including my own a reason to cook a lot of food, but also that correlating with the temperatures of the fall, and winter making me not wanna go outside . It’s now March, and I live in the deep south, so the weather actually feels pretty good now . It’s not too hot, or too cold, so I have decided to start going on jogs again, and holy i did the first one I did take a toll on my back . Now I know if I do that again in the future I need to stretch beforehand . I’ll probably try to eat less food generally because as we all know nothing tastes as good as skinny feels . Hopefully this will help me lose just a bit of weight in the coming months .
Earlier this year I started working on a website, this website . For sometime now I haven’t been active in updating this site . The reason for this is because I’ve been learning how to draw . Yes, even amid the rise of AI art I still see it as worthwhile to learn how to draw, because of this development I’m announcing a new section of The Femcel Flowers site named MyArt, on this part of the site I will be posting drawings I do, and even add commentary to some . I have tried to learn how to draw in the past, when I was 13-14, but I lost my motivation to do it after losing my drawing pen . I wish I didn’t do that, and it sucks to think about where I could be artistically, but better late than never I guess .
